Short lived

So this might not be post worthy but I am SUPER excited about it although nobody else might want to read about this! As it tuns out I had no need to get so frustrated and stressed about a diaper bag! It might sound dumb but really that was the one thing on my list of things to get, to be prepared for Baby Maks arrival, that I was MOST stressed about!

The day after "Frustrated" posted her rant about diaper bags and the stress it was causing her, Dale sent me a link through the chat that him and I have while he is at work. I open it up thinking its probably a link to some car on sale or some house he found that he wants to buy..... Nope! He had found a diaper bag on craigslist that was like one of the bags I had shown him that I wanted. It was a different brand that I had never heard of and the picture was a little blurry so I wasn't quite sure about it but it was CHEAP and I thought it was worth looking up and calling the lady about. So I looked up the bags brand and found out that they were normally just slightly less expensive than the original brand that I had been looking at. I decided to call the lady to talk about the condition it was in. (I couldn't tell from the picture) She said it was in fabulous condition and still looked brand new! She said she got it on a deal and that's why she was willing to sell it for so cheap! So off I went to pick it up. It really is so cute and everything I was looking for! The lady was super sweet about it all. She was really understanding when it ended up that I didn't have as much cash in my wallet as I THOUGHT I had. (of course I didn't check like the brain dead girl I am) I felt like some scum bag trying to rip her off for 5 bucks! But she was really nice and understanding about it. I got so lucky! I am so excited about this diaper bag and I cant wait to use it!

Signed, FRUSTRATED!!!

Hi, Its me, Frustrated! You know me right?? I am Cajsas 2nd personality! (alter ego, if you will)
I surface (mostly) when I feel like the only way to get what I really want is to spend WAY too much money on something that in NO WAY should cost as much as "they" are telling me it should cost!

I have been surfacing a lot more lately than Cajsa likes me to. Mostly because shopping for Baby stuff STRESSES HER OUT!!! Its not like she doesn't have enough on her plate making sure that she is doing everything she can so that the beautiful baby girl that is growing inside of her is growing and healthy!

Right now her problem is diaper bags! Do they have to cost so much?? Does she have to spend almost 200 bucks on a diaper bag that is everything she wants it to be! Is she too picky? Does she ask too much? She has been through a few diaper bags and has not been completely satisfied by any of them.

She looked for a cute one and had to sacrifice convenience. She tryed for convenience and had to sacrifice eye appeal! Not to mention that the "convenient" ones weren't convenient AT ALL!! Too bulky, always in her way and never holding what she wants it to without everything falling out. The pockets not closing. Nothing ever being able to be reached without digging through the freakin Grand Canyon to find it!!! She doesn't want it to look like everyone else on the Planet Earth! Same patterns, same brand. She doesn't want to look like a couch that's covered in plastic just so that it wipes clean! Apparently though that might be what she has to settle for because that's what is affordable! She doesn't need a name brand to make her happy just something that will last be cute and will hold what she wants it to without costing her so much money! Also Cajsas husband has a say in all this too... After all he does have to carry it too and it cant be too girly. Pink is "O.K" as long as its only in the trimmings. The patterns cant be too fru-fru because NO MAN should have to carry that around when its his turn for diaper detail! Also he is the bread-winner so he is the one fronting the money for this endeavor.

Is Cajsa the ONLY person to have these problems??? I have never heard complaints from anyone else... Maybe everyone else can afford the things she cant which wouldn't bother her, to each his own, except that they are the only ones that seem happy with their choice! Money never really has equaled happiness for her but apparently in this case they go hand in hand?!? Is there a compromise or is settling my ONLY option???

Signed,
Totally and Completely FRUSTRATED!!!!

A Kicker and her Name

This is for mostly my own journal purposes so don't feel like you have to read it!

This pregnancy like I have said before is just a completely different experience from the last one. I have gotten much bigger much faster than I did when I was pregnant with Riley Bug. I am about as big now as I was with Riley at 7 months or so! I am already feeling so big in the belly! It took me until I was nine months to feel big the first time!

I have been feeling Baby Mak (her nickname) move around in there for a while! She is much more violent than Riley was which is a total surprise to me.. (Riley was quite the kicker) But Baby Mak has no mercy! I honestly can feel her most of the day and they aren't just tiny movements either. Most of the time I have to adjust my position so that I can let her roll away as she pleases without making me too uncomfortable! Even this early you can actually see her movements from across the room sometimes! I have heard stories about babies that have kicked so hard they have actually broken ribs! I was sure if that was gonna happen it would have happened with Riley, (I am sure I had a few bruised ones at some point with her) I wasn't sure it could get much worse... I thought wrong!

I have felt a few of the "fake" Braxton Hicks contractions which they say is normal at this point as the baby and the body are preparing for what is gonna happen in a few months. Its just weird to think I only have a few more months. The first part has gone by pretty quickly, now that I have said that out loud it is gonna start dragging.......

The "Mommy Flu" is mostly gone by now! There are sometimes, mostly in the mornings, when I feel not so hot but I just have to eat something pretty quickly and I feel fine the rest of the day. Although I am hungry all of the day I don't really have "cravings." Different foods sound better to me at certain times than others but I can basically eat anything and be ok. There has only been once where I really couldn't eat anything else but what I was craving because I wanted it so badly. Going to the grocery store is a nightmare though! I have to make sure I don't spend time lingering in the isles or the whole store would be sold out I just look for what is on my list and then spend my time in the produce section! Then all I give myself time to think about are the apples, grapes, watermelons and salads. I guess though that I spend a lot of time in the cereal isle! I am always wanting some sort of cereal. I couldn't have any at the beginning of my pregnancy because the thought of milk would make me hurl but now I could eat it all day! I have to force myself to eat other foods sometimes.

We have decided on a name! I wasn't gonna post it on here until after she was born but now I just don't care! We have decided to name her Makenna Rose! Dale loves the thought of Calling her Mak and we have started calling her Baby Mak. Kenna seems to roll off my tongue more easily ( I have a hard time using any ones full name... I think its some sort of a condition I have) but either way we love it! We are getting very antsy and cant wait to meet our Baby Mak! Like I said the last few months are gonna drag on!!

Our Easter

We had a very fun Easter this year! Riley was able to color eggs twice! We did it once at Mom and Dad Whipple's and once at Mom and Dad Dents. She loved watching the eggs go in white and come out really pretty colors. At My parents house she found a paint brush and she was determined to PAINT the eggs! Ha ha She kept dipping it in the colors and trying to color the egg! The eggs she did that with actually turned out really cool! All the colors were mixed by the end of the fun but luckily no one else needed them after her! (Of course I didn't take pictures. And I am very mad at myself for that!)

She was very excited to get her Easter basket on Sunday morning and had tons of fun with her little toys that were in it and OF COURSE the candy! We bought her stickers to play with during church and that worked like a charm! I have never seen her sit so still and be so quiet for so long!!

That afternoon we went to Mom and Dad Whipple's to have Easter dinner!! We had Brisket and mashed potatoes and it was DELICIOUS!!!!! Riley had a blast being able to play with her cousins and to spend some time outside! Hope everyone had a great Easter!

This is me at 21 weeks ( I look dead!)

Happy Birthday to.....

ME! I had a great day yesterday! I started off my day getting my hair cut! I LoVe when I don't have to do my own hair! Doing my hair is the one thing I dread most everyday, so I loved having my day started out by having it done for me!

Dale took the day off for my birthday and that was really the BEST part of my day! If I had received NO other presents all day that would have been fine! I loved just being able to have Dale all to myself ALL DAY!

I got to just hang out with him at home for a couple hours and them my WoNdErFuL SISTERS took my out to lunch at Rosas! We don't all get together very often with just us sisters unless one of us has a birthday! We live all over the place so its hard to get together especially when all of us have kids so its really fun to just be able to just sit and talk for a while! Since it was Good Friday my Mom had the day off work so she was able to Come along with us which doesn't happen very often either! We had LOTS of fun!

After spending some fun Time With Dale Riley and I we dropped Riley off at Mom Whipples house and Dale and I were able to spend some time with JUST US!!! We went to dinner at Julios Too (YUMM!) and then we went to the mall and I was able to spend my birthday money!!! A mall trip without a baby is WoNdErFuL!!!!! We were able to have WHOLE conversations without having to worry about making a poor child stuck in a stroller happy! And having to take a MILLION trips to the bathroom for our POTTY TRAINED child! I had a blast being able to spend alone time with Dale! PLUS I bought a SUPER cute dress and some REALLY cute sandals! I had an AWESOME birthday!

Thanks EVERYONE for the great day! And thanks Dale for taking off work and spending the day with me! That was the BEST part of my birthday! I love you! Thanks for everything!!!!!!