Is it alright....

Is it alright that I just am so so sick of renting crappy apartments that I think would work out well for us then turn into a nightmare at every turn??

YES

Is it alright that I haven't had air conditioning in my house since last Thursday and no matter how many times I call no one is coming to fix it?????

NO

Is it alright that I had to foil up (ghetto-fy) every window in my house to keep as much sunlight as possible out of this place so that I didn't feel like I was in hell all day everyday??

Sure it is but its really annoying!

Is it alright that my kids have been in a constant sweat since last Thursday because no one is fixing the problems I have here???

NO it sure isn't!!!

I have been so so frustrated with our living arrangements since the second we moved in here and the problems just keep getting worse! I thought this move was gonna be a great one for us and I was really excited about it but it has just been a nightmare!!! I have spent A LOT of money trying to make my crappy situation feel like home but right now all I want to do is pack all of it in a box move it into storage and move somewhere where we can save up money so we can finally become homeowners. Then I can put the stuff in a permanent place. Make it really feel like home because it will be. I know being a homeowner comes with its own set of issues and financial responsibilities but I am so ready to take on whatever part of that I have to face!

I think people really need to rent out in the first couple years of marriage to really appreciate what being a homeowner means! People take it for granted!

Sorry for the venting session but I am at my breaking point!!!!